Pretending

i know i was the one who left, but i didnt cut us off. i left for the best. you were suffering because of me. but now, you're breaking me inside. when we were bestfriends, you kept telling me you had a huge crush on that someone..later, when she rejected you because she had a boyfriend, you came to me. you said that you loved me..at first i was afraid that this might ruined our relationship as bestfriends...i guess i was right all along. when we were in a relationship, i told you how my ex was once a friend, and he kept telling me about his crush, then his crush rejected him, then he came to me and badmouthed about his old crush, and then when we broke up, he got back with his old crush. i told you that. i told you that i was afraid that you might be doing the same. but yes. YOU DID. and whats worse? you cut us off but you still go talk with my girlfriends, while i am still there just standing with my invicible power.

note: i should have known better that relationship does make the friendship founders.